Good Elitism

First day of school. Pretty ho-hum until Chelsea shared this letter to the Straits Times with me, written by a Raffles Institution graduate (I would imagine he’s 19 this year). He argues that elitism can be good for society, and gave reasons why he felt there’s no need to veer from the “well-trodden path”.

I read the letter in disbelief, thinking that this person really personifies the kind of stereotypical “elite” who graduates from RI/RJC. Thankfully, I know better as my friends in NUS Business who have graduated from RI are nowhere like this fella.

I disagree with his overall conclusion, to the extent where I feel like putting some of my thoughts down here. One of the things I’ve been concerned about in Singapore is education. I believe in the power of education, how it levels the playing field, giving those who may not be as well off a fair chance to excel in society. Of course, in recent years, there is a perception that this leveller effect has reduced, thanks to increasingly wealthier families being able to send their young kids to (increasingly) expensive (branded) tuition classes, and the protection the Integrated Programme offers to these “bright” young kids. As PSLE scores are used to enter top junior colleges, more and more are seeing the benefits of expensive tuition and how it can help to secure their 12-year-olds for university.

Looking beyond the obvious mistakes (i.e, Singapore never had an aspiration for equity – which is the quality of being fair and impartial, not everyone doing the best they can. Singapore did however have aspirations for equality), the undertones and underlying assumptions that he points out are extremely worrying. For instance, he associates doctors and lawyers as superior to everyone else, who does ‘menial tasks’. Ouch. He has also assumed that his RI principal had highlighted the pursuit of equality during his speech, which I couldn’t find. What I drew from the speech was how the school was becoming less diverse, and how they are attracting a certain group of Singaporeans (clearly the rich and the well-off).

Then the part that made me sigh.

It is a natural consequence that students from affluent backgrounds get into better schools because their parents are likely more well-heeled and can afford better-quality education for them.

A “natural” consequence. No, no, no. It is a man-made consequence, urged on by societal pressures and norms.

To be honest, he did make valid points. I agree with him stating how elitism is the ugly side of meritocracy. That’s perfectly true, because there has be to some form of differentiation when it comes to the whole concept of meritocracy. The concept of meritocracy in Singapore is important, but it is not faultless. This I agree.

Then, the twist.

But maybe that is not a fault at all. A natural consequence that stratifies society does have its own purpose for the well-educated, critical minds to mingle together to build Singapore up to greater heights. Intelligence is an asset; and we cannot allow ourselves to prioritise equality over intelligence and equity.

Another “natural” consequence. This paragraph was such a fine display of elitism it made me look away. But the last part was so bad, I read it all up:

RI is often touted as a factory for future leaders – why would we want to draw resources away from the nurturing of our future leaders, or worse still, level the playing field?

We should relook the way we go off the well-trodden path, and ensure that we do not shake up the status quo just for the sake of doing so.

(emphasis mine)

Wow, wow, wow. Look at that amazing conclusion.

Here is a guy who probably has the “if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it” mindset. In this context, it is the “if the system benefits me, don’t fix it”. This is not the kind of leader we need in Singapore. This system worked for him because he has succeeded in entering Raffles Institution, which may or may not be a sign of intelligence (tuition – aided by parents’ financial ability – skews academic ability, which itself is a sign of, but not conclusive of, intelligence).

But does the system work for everyone? I beg to differ. There are many students out there who may be intelligent, but their parents may not be able to afford tuition. There are students who are gifted, but just not in math or science (I’m thankful for schools like the Sports School and SOTA to cater to students who are gifted in these ways). And there are the late bloomers, who may not be that academically able in primary school, but find ways to fight with the best. My friend David Hoe is one of them.

The system does not work for everyone. I’m glad there are efforts to change and improve the system. Such as NUS admitting students into its prestigious Medicine programme from madrasahs and polytechnics, and how more universities are being built to support the aspirations of a meritocratic society.

Unfortunately, I think the writer only recognises academic ability – at just the PSLE and then the GCE ‘A’ levels – as a benchmark for intelligence. And how the “intelligent” (in his definition) should be given the chance to “mingle” and build Singapore up to greater heights. As if our nation only depends on the work of our political leaders, as if building the nation is only reserved for the elite.

For all its flaws, I’m thankful The Straits Times has decided to publish this letter (albeit online only). It helps to illustrate Mr Chan Poh Meng’s (principal of RI) point in his speech:

Are we able, as a school, to help our students look beyond narrow class-based interests?

Clearly, Mr Chan has his work cut out for him!

Postnote: As an accounting student, I can’t help but think about how he perceives equity – or, in the accounting sense, net assets – as an important aspiration.

Southeast Asia

One exam down, four more to go.

I’m glad one of the two essay examinations are over (I have the second one on Friday). Doing this module reminds me of how much I hate writing essays. Especially essays in an examination hall, where you have nothing to refer to except some memorised facts (which may or may not have spontaneously disappeared the moment you entered the exam hall) and trivia. I know some random facts (just a few actually) and most of them do not apply to the exam topic.

Southeast Asia, oh, what a joy to learn about you, but what a pain to write an essay on you.

I am going to do so badly on this module. That’s quite sad because I did enjoy learning about Southeast Asia and about its fascinating changes over the years (and even today) but it’s going to leave a bitter aftertaste because of my poor results (which will most likely pull down my CAP by *this* much).

Before and after the paper, over conversations with Heather and Mak, I realised that generally, academically-measured intelligence can be really subjective, and in university it really depends on your luck. How well you do in a particular subject or major really depends on your aptitude for it. The problem is many of us would have no experience in a particular subject when we enter the university. For instance, my first taste of accounting was in my first semester in school.

Thankfully I liked accounting and I did quite well.

In a parallel universe, I could have decided to do Southeast Asian studies instead and screw up badly.

Same person, but wildly different academic results in two cases.

Which is why it really does sound funny to categorise students of all abilities and talents academically through their performance in 4 (or more/less) arbitrary subjects in the PSLE, O Levels and A Levels. It probably just meant I got lucky all the way, because I fit the mould for such assessment, and others may not be so lucky.

And I’m still lucky, because I’m still in Accounting, I’m still in Economics (no essays, phew), and I only have two more FASS exposure modules to go. But there are definitely deficiencies in this system (as if we don’t know that already) – the challenge is to address the problem (I have no idea how)…

Outside Classrooms

Had something interesting this evening, which is something I have not thought of doing overseas when I was still in Singapore. I visited a micro distillery here on Chapel Hill. Interestingly, this place is one of the most famous places in downtown Chapel Hill – a restaurant/bar known as Top of the Hill. Unfortunately I haven’t been in the restaurant before as I heard it’s quite pricey. Still, Navin, Chun Wui, Timothy and I went for one of their distillery tours which is also in downtown. (The restaurant is obviously separated from the distillery)

It’s quite cool to walk in a micro-distillery. It’s not the biggest scale you can expect, obviously – those are reserved for the big alcohol companies – but it is far harder to get a tour in a small distillery in Singapore than a large one. I mean… are there even any tiny distilleries in Singapore? (A quick Google search says no.)

Of course, as part of the tours, we get free samples like beer, vodka, whiskey and gin. Then obviously we get to compare to their competitors – names that I’ve not heard before, but definitely not as subjectively good as the ones produced by ToPo (what everyone calls Top of the Hill here). While that was great, what was cooler was just walking around the distillery area itself, with all the large condensers and bottles and barrels around the place. It’s incredibly neat, and has the “startup” feel to it. Apparently the equipment are all very high-end and expensive, but the results were quite obvious during our (somehow biased) taste test.

Ultimately Navin was so excited about his plans to start some kind of home brewery in Singapore at the end of the tour. Interesting stuff.

And it’s so great to learn things you’ve never thought of learning, in a place you’ve never thought of visiting.

The Future

Sometimes, I really, really wish I can see into the future. Especially in times when you wonder if the decision you make now will affect how things will happen in the future. And things like parallel universes and stuff… if I had not chose this, could my life be any better or worse?

I just got an offer from NUS Business School to take up a double degree – Accountancy and Economics. I never thought making the decision is so difficult now.

Before I accepted NUS’s offer for a single degree course in Accountancy, I was a little upset because I had wanted to pursue a double degree in Accountancy and Economics. It’s like the best of both worlds, I told my mum then. Accountancy degree for my head (a more-or-less guaranteed career), with an economics degree for my heart (I loved Economics in junior college…).

When I knew I could still get a double degree at the end of freshman year, I decided to accept NUS’s offer. Decided to work hard while having a bit of fun – ultimately aiming for the “elusive” CAP of 4.0 to be eligible for the double degree programme.

Two semesters later, with a CAP above 4.0 and an offer for the double degree programme, I have my doubts.

After all, I’m pretty comfortable with where I am now. Taking an Accountancy degree is quite fun, in my opinion. Maybe I’m quite suited to be an accountant. My friends in the Business course who had to take the financial accounting module (as part of their compulsory core module list) hated it. But I liked it.

And I didn’t really screw my three accounting modules up so far.

So why fix something that ain’t broken (yet), right?

I only had two full days to ponder over this decision. Earlier this evening, when I’m having a stroll with my mum, I bumped into Mingwei, my running buddy from Tembusu College. Surprise, indeed. I have not seen him ever since the vacations started. We ended up having an almost two-hour long conversation about my double degree considerations, which moved on to other things like his aspirations for the future and so on.

With tons of advice, or at least opinions and feedback from my parents and friends… the decision was still up to me to make.

There were people who were supportive (especially my parents). There were others who advised me not to (like Mingwei, who’s taking an Economics degree).

Over the course of the past hour, I have been trying to find career prospects for Economics graduates, and whether there is any point for me to even take a ‘general’ degree when I’m already pursuing a ‘specialised’ degree. And desperately wishing that I knew how the future will look like, so that I can make the best decision today.

With a last conversation with my mum before she slept, it dawned upon me.

I’ll never know how the future will look like. But why should I be concerned by that? Every day, something changes. What you know today may just be assumed knowledge tomorrow.

The whole point of education is to learn. And since I want to learn about economics, “career prospects” shouldn’t worry me that much.

It’s a shame that in ultra-competitive and pragmatic Singapore, too many people equate education with career. Sure, it’s true. But I think the point about an education being an education instead of a precondition to earn money should be brought up occasionally.

I guess Steve Jobs’ speech from 8 years ago really sums up my decision:

If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

And that’s that.

Second Week of Nothingness

And here I am, into the second week of my summer vacation break.

Doing exactly what I have been doing for the first week of break – relaxing, doing nothing much, and still looking for a job.

As I’ve told Han Liang today, I’m somewhat at odds with myself. One half of me is really, really enjoying this break. It has been a while since I had nothing much to do. Okay, the last time this happened was just last year. But the past year has been quite eventful so it made the last break (between university and ORD) quite short. The eventfulness, however, also makes me feel a little restless during this break.

The other half of me, however, is wishing for the time to be spent more wisely. Not to say that I don’t have enough meaningful things to keep me occupied – handling a little of orientation at Tembusu College, being part of the ground crew for the Tembusu Globetrekkers, and finishing up the Bizad Resources website. But there’s something in me that wants a full-time job for the next two months or so.

Heck, I’ll even willingly go back for in-camp training so that I have something substantial for two weeks and three days. And I’ll get paid.

It’s quite irritating when the “job seeking” side of me takes over my brain, because I really do want to relax and enjoy. I think the ultimate devil is the competitive streak in me. I detest it, but I won’t deny that I have this little competitive streak. Seeing others have internships and jobs make me feel that I’m left out of the party (something like that). And having something during your first year summer break is “great” for your curriculum vitae in the future. So they say.

It is definitely influenced by Singapore’s education system. Where everything is graded relative to the cohort, and not according to absolute performance. Who needs to enter a dog-eat-dog world “in the future”? We, university students, and students sitting for PSLE, GCE ‘O’ and ‘A’ levels, are experiencing the heat from competition.

And competition goes beyond academic results. It’s about how “beautiful” your CV looks like – what kind of internship you have, overseas experience, community involvement, faculty club involvement, blah blah blah.

It is so difficult to “keep up” – and I hate my competitive side for wanting to do so.

I should really ask myself. What do I want? Join the rat race? Or just sit one side and spectate and do something I really want?

What do I really want?

University Town Illuminated

Now as the day turns into night, I can finally safely say that it was one of the most beautiful days in recent weeks. With the haze from the Sumatra fires a few days ago, today’s clear skies are remarkably different. I wasn’t the only one who discovered the beauty of the weather today… some of my friends uploaded beautiful photos of skies on Facebook and Instagram. It is great to know that they do look around and enjoy the surroundings despite the hectic studying for examinations.

I’ve mentioned previously that I love sunny weather, and today’s weather is a perfect example. As Heather, Yuan Yee and I walked across Town Green to buy Subway for lunch, I felt lucky and happy to be in living in such a beautiful environment that is UTown. Yes, it’s nothing like Cambridge or Yale or one of those old universities steeped in tradition. In today’s standards, however, I think it’s one of the best places to be in for higher education in Singapore. It’s new, it’s well-equipped (students grabbing space for studying in the Commons may disagree) and it has this nice buzz to it.

University Town is just so awesome.

Enough with the advertising *ahem*.

Anyway, as we strutted along Town Green, Yuan Yee (or Heather – my memory fails me yet again) spotted a beautiful butterfly on the lush carpet grass. Turns out I was able to take a very close, nice macro photo with my iPhone. (I think the best iPhone 5 photos are macro shots taken in bright daylight. Like today.) Which I did.

Turns out it was dead. Which was why it did not flutter away.

Regardless, even as little red ants start to grab pieces of lunch from the butterfly, it is still so, so beautiful. It is quite sad, but beautiful nonetheless. But the cycle of life continues, like how it has always been for centuries. Its beautiful colour has undoubtedly left a bit of happiness in me too!

Here are some of the nice photos I’ve taken today, some from my room in Tembusu College, and some from Town Green.